MENTAL CONFLICTTHERES ONE TO MANY CONFLICTS THAT FOLLOW ME TO THE COMFORT I USED TO FIND DEEP INSIDE MY HEAD TONIGHTS SEEMS TO BE NO DIFFERENTMENTAL CONFLICT
I REST ON MY BED PEACE AND QUIET SURROUND ME
BUT TONIGHT THE NOISE
FROM ALL THE TRAFFIC
RUSHING THRU MY HEAD
CANT SUPRESS THE PAIN
FROM THE SELF INFLICTED WOUNDS THAT ONCE BLED
I DON’T BLAME ANYBODY
FOR THE CHOICES I’VE MADE AND I WON’T POINT FINGERS AT YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU RAINED ON MY PARADE I SHOULDVE JUST KNOWN
THAT BY MY LONLINESS I WOULD BE BETRAYED
BUT HOW COULD I EXPECT YOU
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DerailedSo many things to be saidDerailed
Since I derailed and got lost
Two steps ahead of you, deep inside my head In slumber I’ve kept myself at whatever cost Two separate poles hundreds of miles away.
On a crash course set for Earth Because staying above the crown Just doesn’t seem to fill the emptiness
I carry inside anymore. That hole in my chest was a gift I left to sit alone A choice that never seemed to bring regrets It always seemed to me it should be that way for the best
So many things to be said
Sine I derailed and got lost
Two steps ahead of yo
One MindI wrote a letter to you Complete honesty Every word was true Oddly enoughOne Mind
The last one I would write to you Despite my efforts Five days later You and I were thru
My mind had become
Numb for your
Empty complexion And just waiting for your
Phone call became a chore Not ever worrying that sooner or later you ‘d become
Something to difficult for me to adore But just remember
What you said
We’re just flesh and bone With one mind to our own
DeceptionSupplying the hold on my face Never to recall that I’ve earned my place I was brushed aside like crumbs on a table. The love expressed and the time it took to figure you out Had me slightly unstable It had me getting wasted, but I’m just tired of living in a fableDeception
Your words manifested, Into tyrant sounds We don’t care who you dragged thru the ground Took his heart apart and then just passed it around.
Indulging, way back when you whispered We’ll take our time, driving down south What a shame, every word that was spoken But then I came to realize your
